About me

Hello, my name is Fumie and I am going to write about myself because it is the topic I consider myself an expert.

I am writing this in english because it's my favorite language so anyway, let's begin.

I am 21 years old, I don't wanna mention my gender and I live in mexico, my native language is spanish and I am currently studying computers.

I am really anti-social and I despise people a lot, I think humans are dangerous to this planet's enviroment and to themselves due to their destructive and selfish tendences in fact I don't trust anyone, I think everyone can cause me harm and to be frank I am tired of being used.

When I was little a lot of people abused me and took advantage of my trust, like there was a kid who was only my friend because I listened to his endless blather and never let me speak a word. I was always seen as a tool by other people so eventually I realized I despise mostly everyone, you can't trust anyone in this world.

I think inteligent people must be either selfish or ill-intended, burglars, manipulators, they all get what they want using other people. That's pretty smart, isn't it? While the good, kind people all just get used like objects.

Even physics teach us only the strong will prevail, so I think while I disapprove of this behavior, I am going to just keep it in mind, I don't want to become particularly happy, I just want to struggle through life so I don't really want to cause harm to anyone but keep in mind something, I am like a grass-eater animal and if something is hurting me, I will simply run away and stay far from it, because I had enough with suffering.

So umm, anyway let's move on. I am a righteous person who believes not in bad and good but rather in what is correct for everyone involed and I am a really... really annoying person when it comes to making rules become followed. Rules are used to mantain an order and NO ONE should not follow them. If something makes me mad are rebellious people and those who hope to violate the rules and get away with it, I truly hate that kind of people.

I am a person who speaks few words, only talking the necessary to avoid any kind of social interaction as social interactions lead only to conflict and trouble, thus I overall tend to avoid to be the first one to make contact in a conversation, furthermore only repeating that I, indeed am a very anti-social person and I prefer to be alone than to be engaged in conflict.

For that, most people consider me as cold and not only that, to further emphatize my dislike for people, my overall personality tends to be easy going and I keep smiling, because although possible, sometimes people tend to appear next to me and express worriness. I do not expect pity from anyone, furthermore this behavior guarantees that no one will come to ask me such questions as "Are you okay?"

I want to be strong and the only way to acomplish that goal is to work alone, because for all, in death I am going to be alone and thus I must overcome all the obstacles life throws at me and never give up.

Like I said, I am someone surrounded by a melancholic miasma and as such, I prefer to be alone but that does not mean I don't enjoy some company from time to time, I must admit there is a certain joy to share experiences with other human beings and I won't let down such an offer. However, take into mind sometimes I might just not be in the mood for company.

Debating is a way of gaining knowledge so I am at all times open for discussions about any topic, I also happen to be a good listener but do not expect pity from me, because if something I only do the right and depending on the situation my insight could not be the kind of advice you had in mind.

I must admit this self-introduction has gotten kinda deep and I deeply apologize for that, but I admit I am far from being a shallow person, I am a well filled of secrets.

I might write something shallow in the future.