Human instict dictates that all humans are selfish and will only do things if they get a benefit from it, even it it's just plain "kindness" it's all a disguise, humans are horrible and selfish beings who just care about themselves, kindness is made so an all divine god will pay them back, they get a feeling of "I feel good" because they helped someone else, brag about "I help people" or wait for something in exchange.
I highly doubt someone knows what is it to really help others and being selfless, because I know how it feels and why I did it. I used to help others not for me, but because of them, because I loved them and I just wanted for them to be happy even if I was at a loss. What do I win? I thought I won nothing and just did the act of helping.
But I realized what moved me.
I expected to be loved back, yeah, I simply expected that, however one must know something.
All love must be selfless, even though the act of love is pretty selfish, you must love and give your all and expect nothing in return. Never, because for the most cases you will never get anything in return.
For someone who has lived side by side with love, I know my words are certain, I have loved too much in my life and never got anything back and know what? Yeah, I used to expect something from everyone.
But not anymore, everyone in this world is a fucking selfish bastard, no matter who or how close they were to me.
I will eventually stop caring for others, because yeah, though I expected something back in return for my love, I realized even if I waited for all eternity and never got something back, just to be fair... why would these bastards deserved anything at all?
Specially from me, someone people close to me know, someone who gives their all to love.
In the name of love, I will stop this, I will make it so people won't abuse me anymore.
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